Its not about you...

Everyday we're given the option of whether we would feel like someones writing about us. We have this image in our head that we are important enough to be talked about. We're not. face it. To anyone who thinks i've been writing about them, heres what i say, ITS NOT ABOUT YOU!! its never about you. Its just what i wanted to write. If you think im accusing of something in my blog, Im not! And if you didnt do it... Why are you even defending yourself?
To on more recent events. I havent been able to post anything new since the internet have been down. I should probably say the internet servers in my college has been down. I have this friend who in other words felt as if she has been betrayed. I told her that most of the time the people around you would stab your back the instant they have power (majority in other words). If the wrong people has majority then how do we tell them they're doing something wrong. A moment of timeless tales when someone with power would actually listen to you. People dont care about how you feel, they never cared. True friends make decision based on based on proffesionalism, true, but also put a personal touch on it. If you want to be professional be professional all through everything. Be professional through all the explaining of your decision. Stop running and acting as if nothing was wrong and quit blaming majority for the decision. You had swayed that decision that way, so, explain!! Stop being a hypocrite.
People spend all their lives telling themselves that they deserve the best in life. Trust me when i tell you that NO ONE DESERVES IT! no one. If you ever thought something bad about somebody then you dont deserve it (even if it means for a second you think youre better than someone else) If you've ever thought that you're doing something right and nothing is wrong with it (you dont deserve it) if you think for a moment that youre a centre of attetion of even one person (you dont deserve it)
If you look closely, all the things mentioned above are all the reasons that you will never have the best in life. Life has so much to offer, so dont be naive, you havent even touched the surface of what the world has to offer. My brother once told me the life is unfair. And i told him if life is unfair so how do people live through it? he said we stop expecting the best of life, and start to settle for simpler things.
I never believed him but somehow (as he always does) he has proven me wrong. FUCK the system!! the system of life, beaurocracy, fuck the pyramid of heirarchy, fuck constant leadership. Unless we find leaders who are capable then we are as incompetent as the next leader we appoint.
There are probably only a few consolation in life. A loved one who refuses to hate you despite all the dark things youve done, that girl or guy you passed in a hallway who smiles, and lastly, your friends.
Today i am writing about someone, someone very close to my heart. Someone i know has done something so honorable. Someone i know is strong. I can offer you only friendship. And with that i pledge allegiance. Be strong because when ever you feel as if youre alone, youre not. i bet there are at least a dozen people who've gone through the same thing you have.
It's just ten percent luckTwenty percent skillFifteen percent concentrated power of willFive percent pleasureFifty percent painAnd a hundred percent reason to remember the name....
Remember this and youll be fine.....